February 2011
Day five: six places
1. In Matt’s arms
2. Italy
3. The dock, watching the sunset.
4. Anywhere driving in my car.
5. Caribbean, I’d love to go back there.
6. The park
January 2011
Day five: five thing's that irritate you about the...
1. When they don’t answer text’s.
2. Girl’s with their drama.
3. When boys talk to much about “boy” thing’s to girls.
4. When people chew with their mouth open.
5. When boy’s where their pants under their butt’s, and still have a belt on. Pull ya damn pants up.
Day four: seven wants
1. For it to be summer.
2. To lose weight, and get a really fast metabolization.
3. Get an apartment with Matt.
4. For my shoulder to get better.
5. Money for college.
6. To be able to bring my car with me to college.
7. My friendship with Steph to make it through college.
Day four: what do I wear to bed.
Normally I wear short’s, and a hoodie with fuzzy socks. No matter the weather It’s always that, unless it’s either REALLY hot or REALLY cold, which In that case it would be a t-shirt and shorts, or sweats and a hoodie. Some times when I really miss matt the hoodie I wear is his :)
day three: Eight fears
1. Pushing Matt away, or losing him.
2. Not being enough for my mother.
3. Dieing, I’m scared of what’s on the other side.
3. How I’m going to be able to pay for my college.
5. Getting closer to my dogs Sidney and bailey, because I know eventually they will die like Frazier.
6. That I’m going to be missing out on the exciting thing’s in life.
7. Of becoming like...
Day three: what kind of person attract's you.
This is a really good question, and I never really sat and thought about it. I have a tendencyto pre-judge people before I get to know them. Physically if i think your ugly I really just don’t try and talk to you? as horrible as that sounds. I just always find myself looking at them, and what I find wrong and I know they can see me doing it. I don’t like fat people, and I can not...
This is love.
Today my boyfriend, and I fell asleep in one of the cutest ways possible. Our legs were twisted together, like holding hands. I had my arms around his neck, and he had his arms around my hips, while gently tracing my back with his fingertips. Our faces were pressed together, with our foreheads and nose’s touching occasionally giving Eskimo kisses, and regular ones. I can’t wait to fall...
Day two: how have you changed in the past two...
Physically I haven’t changed very much, I mean my hair has been highlighted and cut. I have lost weight, gained weight, and lost it again but that’s it physically. Mentally? I think I changed a very good amount. I’ve experienced more in life then I had two years ago. I fell in love and realized what it was to have someone to calll your own, someone to give your full self to....
Day two: nine loves.
1. Cute text messages and good morning texts
2.Cuddling with my boyfriend
3. Mustache kisses
4. when people go out of their way to do something nice, like open a door for you.
5. When someone says “ i love you”
6. Holding hands
7. That feeling you get after a hard workout.
8. Laughing so hard you don’t make a sound.
9. cheesecake
I used to be obsessed with this song, and put it...
I just found this, I have the best boyfriend ever....
I dont leave you enough messages or anything, i just wanted to start doing that. I love you with all my heart and i truly cherish every moment we spend together and feel you ARE my other half, i’m not the best boyfriend in the world but i do try my hardest. I wanna spend my life with you, you’re way more than i could ever ask for in a girlfriend. You’re absolutely perfect as far...
Day one: Ten secrets
1. I don’t get along with my mother, and sometimes I really wish we would.
2. I’m terrifed of dieing, and being forgotten.
3. Going to college is one of the hardest thing’s I am going to do, because it means being away from Matt for long periods of time.
4. I feel like I’m never going to be good enough.
5. Matt gave me a ring on christmas, and right after college were...
Day one: Weird things I do when I'm alone.
This is a hard one, and I know there’s some weird thing’s I do I just never pay attention enough to remember. In my car, I turn up my radio and scream song’s while dancing. ( I forget people can see me). I will talk to my T.V but I do that with people around too. I talk to my dog’s like humans, and uhm I dance around in my underwear.
“To you my soul mate,
I would give anything to have my one dream come true. That dream is us, us being together forever. Spending my entire life with you, waking up next to your beautiful face every morning. Please promise me, that you will never give up on us. No matter what obstacles we’ll face in this life that’s ahead of us cause i know we will. You need to know that...
“Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes.”
– Oscar Wilde (via quote-book)
I push people away because I fear what happens if...
Me: what do you want from me matt?
Matt: love
Me: I do my best matt.
Matt: You do great, I told you that you do great and I mean it. You're the best girlfriend ever, you just need to stop relying so much on what were gonna be an more on what we are. well cross those bridges when we get to them but you never have to worry about me leaving because I could never ask for more in a girlfriend. I told you you're the best thing to ever happen to me and I ment it.
“Baby you know you get love from me unconditionlly. I’d love you as much as...”
– My amazing boyfriend.
Date night :)
Tonight my boyfriend took me to Fridays for a dinner date. :)
He said I could get what ever I wanted, We got mozzarella sticks for the appetizer, He got some chicken pasta thing, and I got a cheesebuger ( It was soooo good) then we split a cheesecake. <3
We then walked around the mall for a little, and he bought me four different types of hand sanitizer from bath and body works. They smell...
